Isolated

I've become so isolated and insulated from pain and emotion that I'm not sure anymore if I can take this happiness and fulfillment without wondering why. There are so many why's to consider. I hope they make sense but I'm not sure they do. Perhaps I did do something to deserve what you have and are giving to me. Perhaps this closeness comes from a moral right to live the life I have enclosed within my heart and mind. I was careful what I wished for and I'll never regret what I have unleashed within me. This passion, this beauty only results from a touching of minds at a level I never fully understand rooted in the soil of reality and the mist of angels tears